I don't understand who I am or what mission I'm on here.
I'm 14, and I'm constantly trying to find the real me, but I can't. Each time, understanding slips away. If I take up my studies seriously and try to work in the classroom, write down notes, and do D/c, it's as if I'm not specifically asked, and when I'm asked, I almost always answer incorrectly. The law of meanness. I do not know if I am an extrovert or an introvert, a rebel, a punk or a lady. How do I understand this, how do I find the answer?